We have burnt our ashes
We have disected our tie
Your so painful to watch
Your so painful to look at
I can't stand you anymore
Though I want so much to have you as mine
But it was a moment in a time.
A second
And we managed to burn all the bridges
A glimpse of you and I'm gone for a day
This was one sided
Unimportant on your part
I have moved from that fence we built together
You walked away immediately
Took me a while longer
But now we're tainted.
You and I
We have that together
How bitter that our remenants are a cursed word
I regret all of it
But none of it
To want to erase it would be a lie
But to want to keep it would be a crime
Your eventual effect will stay
I'm truly ruined now
I told you I was damaged goods and now I am unsellable goods
You kill me with your memory
And I hung onto that broken bridge though you'd left
If we hadn't initiated that first word then it would have been left, a longing of mine, an oblivious sense of yours
I could have left it
Waited
Made it work
But we were both too hasty
Both now lost in what we're looking for
We're lone souls you and I
And I'm always waiting for that door behind my back to open and find myself face to face with you
a mirrored expression on each of our faces
will that ever happen?
Will we forget and cross paths again?
I don't see it possible
But now for me nothing is
To conceal what I want, and wanted.
It's there forever now
And I'm forever stuck in this halfway house while you move away out of my pherical vision, what was left of it
You never played those piano keys
And I never unlocked a note
We won't now
But I will always wish for it
That empty halfway house being opened
Those paths coming to a crossroads
That key and that note entwining together
But thats not going to happen
Those will all be for someone else
And we will move onto seperate paths. Never to utter a word to each other ever again.
I'm missing an existance of nothing
Silly me